How Are You Putercop

How are you

peetabear 17 years ago

hi, I haven't seen any of you on the checkin group. and was just wondering if you where doing ok.. and wanted you all to know I was thinking about you.. Peeta

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trigger 17 years ago said:

I have not been the same since my mother passed away over 20 years ago she was 59 years old. I remember when I heard the news I cried for less than 30 seconds and never really thought much about it.
I am the same age as William J. Laik AKA Putercop, or Bill. He was a special friend even though we never met in person like all of us here. Yet I feel like we are "Kindred Cooks" who share the love of cooking like we share our love of life itself. I have chatted with some of you a little about different things mostly cooking or related subjects. I have not shared with anyone about my feelings when someone passes away, and have not even been able to visit my mothers side of the family with the exception of funerals.

I thought that when my Father passed away last June I could let go and heal, everyone tells me to come by " we never see you".

Yesterday I learned my favorite aunt passed away and I will go to the wake and the funeral but again I probably will feel like crying but no tears will run down these cheeks.

With every passing of a friend" Kindred Cook "or from work or family my heart aches, badly but the tears never fall I just suck it up.

Cooking makes people happy and It helps me cope, lately I do not feel like cooking or eating.
My taste buds even feel numb, not literally but I do not enjoy even food prepared by the top Chefs around.

I am going to take a break for a while I have found it difficult to read and comment on recipes .

What to do

Michael

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rml 17 years ago said:

Michael...I'm so sorry to hear of your Aunt's passing. Hope you're doing OK. We look forward to your return to GR...

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pleclare 17 years ago said:

Michael,my deepest sympathies!

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